it
sucked :D
nobody told me abt doing the banner for cca open hse this morning.
thus i stayed at home watching tv.
and yilian had to go for the edusave thinggy at 2pm.
which means i'll have to go and queue for a few hrs before someone accompanies me.
so i went and arrived at 12+.
very few ppl.
only abt 7 ppl infront.
of course, the number increased by like, two or three times at 5.30pm.
sat down at the start of the 2nd row and did my hw until 2pm.
got hungry.
was abt to go off to buy some food when suddenly someone tapped me from behind.
being a normal girl, i was quite surprised.
turned back and saw huishin!!
she bought me curry puff!
yay!! so nice!!!
so i ate it hungrily cuz i didnt eat much breakfast too.
(:
went off to walk arnd je.
then...bought the cd at popular and met yilian there too.
yilian was considering whether to buy the gai ban version or the original one.
she was looking at the piles when suddenly an ahpui [*evil*] appeared and started telling us all the cd.
which was quite, u know, freaky.
and we decided to ignore him cuz he's just...a freak.
so yilian bought the cd and we went back to queue.
rained.
stupid lar.
queue started compressing.
moved up.
stood at the side.
sia la.
ppl who came later got better positions.
of course i got to realise that we should've went all the way in and not stand at the barricades at the side.
oh well, wtf.
ma li came on stage.
aiyar, why not pei fen?
pei fen nicer leh.
started talkin abt ke you lun.
dunno why but didnt feel enthu enough.
:/
gt very few ppl.
but alot of enthu fans, lols.
alan arrived.
came up.
screamed.
quite enthu leh the crowd!
he sang 'ling [zero]'
and he went down the stairs to shake a few hands.
but unforunately we were standing infront of the stairs at the right side of the stage but he went down on the left side.
-_-.
then he asked the crowd what song he should sing next.
guessed "ku xiao bu de ".
and dingding! he was gonna sing ku xiao bu de!
bwahaha! seee!!! i so clever! =X
then he said the fans here nt enthu.
wtf lor, we screamed like siao leh!!
and the ppl behind are really friggin enthu.
BIASED!!! cuz the fanclub ppl were standing at the left what.
then he started going down the stairs to shake hands again.
gd? bad.
he shook the hands of the ppl at the left barricade.
he shook the hands of the ppl in the middle.
then he stopped and went back up from the staircase at the LEFT.
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!.the ppl standing here didnt get to shake his hands at all.
HMPH!!!he came over for awhile while singing.
so i waved my hand after having abit of difficulty putting my hp in my pocket.
[cuz of several reasons- one being MY BOARD.]
and he didnt wave back.***.
the guy beside yilian waved.
he waved back.
***.
see me bu shuang izzit? i tried waving for like, two or three times okie!!!!
and to no avail!!!!
)_*@!)_*%_!*%)_!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunno he gt look at me anot.
he did look here and i guess he looked at me once or twice, but i'm nt sure.
cuz i kept suspecting he was looking at the very enthu peeps behind me although i was quite enthu too *sob* T_T
i'm still pissed abt the fact that he didnt wave at me and he didnt shake my hands.
-_-.
and i was holding the stupid board which i made.
the cotton was dropping off and flying everywhere, landing particularly on my pants.
i only realised that when i got home.
my pants were covered with a friggin load of cotton wool and looking very stupid.
WAH so diu lian sia! -_-.
but there were alot of camaramen infront of us.
which was damn unfair.
cuz they were blocking us.
)~*0-*%!%)_
u dunno the pains fans have to go through just to get infront k!
and u're just a freaking photographer who has the authority to just come in and get the best positions to take pics.
fuck u. the weirdo we saw at popular asked the guy beside yilian to let him stand infront cuz he wanted to take pics.
and the guy agreed.
wah, so nice seh!
then ke you lun hugged the 2 fanclub chairpersons who gave him a cake and birthday card.
and the weirdo started shouting "unfair!! unfair!!!"
and his hand kept jabbing yilian.
wahpiang, gay leh!!
it's quite fair of him to hug them what, they bought a cake for him leh!!
and they organised the fanclub lor!
u??
just standing here pissing everyone off, and expecting him to hug u too?
go do smth for a change instead of juz standing there and shouting lar.
and irritating the ppl arnd u too.
-_-.
after singing 2 songs the auto started.
and it was even more fucking unfair cuz the ppl who were standing behind me in the queue got to up first.
juz cuz we were standing at the side.
fuck man.
but that's better than the other factors, one of which was previously mentioned, that he didnt wave at me nor shake my hands when he came down while singing.
went up.
was abit excited, i must admit, despite the aforementioned.
and!
and!
looked at him.
shook hands.
forgot to say what i planned to say.
opened my mouth only after he was signing the cd of the guy behind me.
and he didnt hear i think.
was thinking "shit..." and walked down holding my banner.
only when i saw a grinning guy coming down from the stage that i realised that i had forgotten to take my cd. -_-.
panicked abit and walked back from where i came down frm.
the security guard stopped me and asked me what i was doing.
so i told him i had forgotten to take my cd and he walked over to the stage and said smth to the ppl on stage.
just then, ma li said in the mic, "who's fion?? u forgot ur album!!" in chinese.
fuck!
i had written my name, thankfully.
but she didnt have to say that into the mic mah, so malu!!!
then she started saying abt how fans should not get too excited over meeting their idols and having to remember to take their cds back.
suan me lor.
)@*_)*$.
and i wasnt too excited, more of disappointed, really.
cuz when i passed him the letter i had spent TIME making and printed on glossy paper and decorating them on construction paper and blahblah, he didnt take it!!! the ppl at the side did instead.
so unfair lor.
at least rainie took mine and said my boardie was cute k.
and ke you lun didnt even see the thing i did for him.
and he didnt say "thank you" or anything.
despite me holding the board highhigh.
yilian too.
he didnt even say "thanks"!!!!
wahlau!!
the least u could do is say thanks or look at a fan longer right??
esp. when they did a boardie and gave u smth!!
wahlau!!!!
went over to the place he was gonna come down frm.
gt alot of ppl there.
and he cares more abt the ppl in his fanclub de lor.
liew, very unfair can.
other ppl also ur fans leh, just that they chose not to join the fanclub right?
sheesh.
shouted "
ke you lun wo men ting ni!'
he looked at me.
just a glance lar.
and i'm sure of that.
cuz before that when he was on stage it was quite dark and i had doubts that he may be looking at the ppl behind when his gaze fell over here several times, so i wasnt sure lar.
but nvm.
i'm still pissed cuz he didnt shake my hand or wave back at me.
=X
he took the lift down to the carpark and the ppl in his company prevented ppl frm taking the lift with him.
so we ran to the exit of the carpark and waited outside.
quite alot of ppl waited lar.
but only 1 maxi chasing.
after waitinf for 20mins or more he finally came out.
he pulled open the curtains for awhile and looked abit only.
we ran after the car.
the window at the back wasn't covered and we could see the back of his head.
but he didnt even turn back to look.
unlike
wu ke qun!
=/
[remembers laz time - he waved back at me cuz iw as the only one waving stupidly at the back window =P]
sian diao lar.
zzz.
but the photographers did take shots of our boardies.
hehe, must read mag liao!.
(:
saw alot of ppl there today.
huishin, shiping, anyu, yeokchee, yingzi, weilin and jinlai.
THANKS HUISHIN!for accompanying me when i was feeling restless and lonely sitting there doing nth.
(:
i hereby proclaim...i don't wanna go back to sch.ooh, like u didn't know that already;T_T
T_T
T_T
T_T
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sec4 = stress!!!i don't wanna go back
i don't wanna go back
i don't wanna go back
*starts wailing like a stupid kid*
oh, stfu willya.
sorry.
hi fion!
bye fion!
*waves*
ANYWAY,went jogging just now!
YAY!!!weighed and discovered that i have lost 2kg these hols.
DOUBLE YAY!!!just weighed myself.
had my dinner hours ago, so by now i have already digested most of the food.
but u're supposed to get ur actual weight when u weigh urself in the morning, right??
and in the morning ur stomach is empty too.
SO,
YAY!!!!!!!actually i thought i lost only 1kg when i weighed myself in the afternoon after lunch.
YAY!!!!=X *siao liao*
i'm a few steps closer to my goal - 45kg.
YAY.=X!
so close yet so near.nvm. with hard work and determination, i'm sure my efforts will be paid off!! (:
every weekend must at least go jogging once.
YEP.
haiz.
if only i can be as positive abt going to sch as my sis is.
-_-.
AND SHE'S GONNA LEARN JAP.i think she'll have a brighter future than me. LOL...
but whatever la.
it's
her life.
and in future if i go bankrupt or smth and she succeeds [
miraculously] i will be able to borrow some $$ from her since i'm her sis afterall =X
think too much, tsk.but i feel like going to a poly leh.
=X cuz compie stuff seems fun.
like those courses on animation and film-making.
=/ haiz.
kinda sucks to think abt the future.
in like, 100 yrs [yes, i'll live to abt 115 :P] i'll be dead.
OMIGAH, dead!the thought of death.
so far, yet so near.
cuz 15 yrs have passed.
wasn't quick, but wasn't slow either.
can u rmb when u first opened ur eyes??
i can't.
-_-. but that's totally out of the point.
we'll be dead before we realise it.
and i'm gonna spend like, the first 20yrs of my life acquiring knowledge.
haiz!
if only i'm one of the kids in
narnia.
lmao.
but i'm afraid of being alone in a wardrobe, so cannot go dig inside. o_O
plus evonne tried and it didn't work, so i doubt that mine would be anything that special.
HAIZ.
but i'm nt gonna slit my wrist or anything la.
cuz that's
fucking stupid.
act emo for what.
those siao dingdongs who cut their hands and take pics of the scars.
wtf lar, call me a coward or smth but the sight of blood,
UR OWN BLOOD, dripping out drop by drop, is scary.
really lor.
if u're depressed go watch tv lar.
or go do smth instead of moping arnd saying how ur life sucks.
:/ don't understand why ppl have to do stupid stuff like injuring themselves.
'fuck' is just a word.dunno why older generations tend to make such a big deal outta it.
it's just a fucking word, like
"hi", "hello", "bye".it can't pierce u, it can't injure u, it can't kill u.
so deal with it or widen ur vocab for fuck's sake.
zzz.
last day of hols.i'm supposed to do hw but i'm using the compie cuz i wanna make a nicenice pic for the first page of my file.
:x *excuse excuse*
i dunno wtf my grp's bio proj is going.
kept asking ppl, nobody replied.
WTF LOR.at least other ppl is chionging,
and here i am,
clueless abt how the proj is going or has it even
STARTED.
wtf la. hate it when nobody replies.
suan le.
i don't give a fuck liao.
if u ppl finished it liao, then gd lor, since i
ASKED and
GOT NO REPLY so it's nt my fault for nt doing anything.
and u ppl didnt even tell me anything abt it except once abt 2wks ago but everybody was too busy to set a date for the proj meeting.
zzz.
sian.
found out i lost 3 ws.
wah piang. -_-
gonna go out later and get some stationery and stuff.
should i get a haircut?
but long hair tie liao easier leh.
should've gotten a haircut 2 months ago before hols.
cuz sch reopen liao everyday tie hair also don't need any style what.
haiz. T_T
haven't bought a new pencil box.
have only gotten new wallet, shoes and bag. :/
suan le la!!
