i hereby proclaim...
i don't wanna go back to sch.
ooh, like u didn't know that already;
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sec4 = stress!!!

i don't wanna go back
i don't wanna go back
i don't wanna go back
*starts wailing like a stupid kid*
oh, stfu willya.
sorry.

hi fion!
bye fion!
*waves*

ANYWAY,
went jogging just now!
YAY!!!
weighed and discovered that i have lost 2kg these hols.
DOUBLE YAY!!!
just weighed myself.
had my dinner hours ago, so by now i have already digested most of the food.
but u're supposed to get ur actual weight when u weigh urself in the morning, right??
and in the morning ur stomach is empty too.
SO, YAY!!!!!!!
actually i thought i lost only 1kg when i weighed myself in the afternoon after lunch.
YAY!!!!
=X *siao liao*
i'm a few steps closer to my goal - 45kg.
YAY.
=X!
so close yet so near.
nvm. with hard work and determination, i'm sure my efforts will be paid off!! (:
every weekend must at least go jogging once.
YEP.

haiz.
if only i can be as positive abt going to sch as my sis is.
-_-.
AND SHE'S GONNA LEARN JAP.
i think she'll have a brighter future than me. LOL...
but whatever la.
it's her life.
and in future if i go bankrupt or smth and she succeeds [miraculously] i will be able to borrow some $$ from her since i'm her sis afterall =X
think too much, tsk.
but i feel like going to a poly leh.
=X cuz compie stuff seems fun.
like those courses on animation and film-making.
=/ haiz.
kinda sucks to think abt the future.
in like, 100 yrs [yes, i'll live to abt 115 :P] i'll be dead.
OMIGAH, dead!
the thought of death.
so far, yet so near.
cuz 15 yrs have passed.
wasn't quick, but wasn't slow either.
can u rmb when u first opened ur eyes??
i can't.
-_-. but that's totally out of the point.
we'll be dead before we realise it.
and i'm gonna spend like, the first 20yrs of my life acquiring knowledge.
haiz!
if only i'm one of the kids in narnia.
lmao.
but i'm afraid of being alone in a wardrobe, so cannot go dig inside. o_O
plus evonne tried and it didn't work, so i doubt that mine would be anything that special.
HAIZ.
but i'm nt gonna slit my wrist or anything la.
cuz that's fucking stupid.
act emo for what.
those siao dingdongs who cut their hands and take pics of the scars.
wtf lar, call me a coward or smth but the sight of blood, UR OWN BLOOD, dripping out drop by drop, is scary.
really lor.
if u're depressed go watch tv lar.
or go do smth instead of moping arnd saying how ur life sucks.
:/ don't understand why ppl have to do stupid stuff like injuring themselves.

'fuck' is just a word.
dunno why older generations tend to make such a big deal outta it.
it's just a fucking word, like "hi", "hello", "bye".
it can't pierce u, it can't injure u, it can't kill u.
so deal with it or widen ur vocab for fuck's sake.